A conspiracy of dunces

I’ve just uploaded Hey Eliott #6. It was alright I kinda like having some sort of background noise in my audio. I am still using my phone to talk into. Which makes me so grateful for the microphone in this IPhone. It saddens me to say that this phone is the closest thing to a relationship I have. 

I have been lurking in the conspiracy corner lately. My mind does tend to steer in that direction and I try to fight it. I try to stay at the perspective of lives were lost and it saddens me and gives me some fear about going into social situations. That’s the baseline I try to keep with these. 

but the more I look at it I feel like there’s something more to the story I’m hoping that it’s just Gross incompetence by the investigators. That’s my hope. But my fear is something happened and it was only a test for other actions. Maybe that’s just my personal fears of people getting together to hurt others. 

But time will tell. Anyway catch up with you later

and the podcast is 38 minuets and not 38 hours. I’m still getting the hang of everything.  

Building my sandcastle